Not doing great

Okay, so yesterday's weigh in was not-good.

weigh in - 267 lbs.

It's friday, I'm stressed, I had a rough day with the kids and I'm feeling it. I'd like to go for a walk tomorrow and get rid of some tension. I'm not liking where I'm at. I'm frustrated with organization, time management, financial organization and stress and just overall a feeling of NOT - in - CONTROL. It's not just my weight. I have no plan, no course of action. I feel drowned in disorganization. I also feel unsupported by my DH in lots of things...his answer seems to be we'll talk later, let's talk tomorrow...let's do this (then not do it). Ugh. I feel like I am talking circles around him and while he listens, there's no action. And I feel like I can't take action without his support. He's a good listener...lots of I agree, and of course, but a NO ACTION type of guy. I'm a thinking, a planner, but I get bogged down by the action as well, since he's not taking any action, I feel like I can't and then I get even more down about it all. Sort of like -if he doesn't fold and put away the laundry, then I won't fold and put it away, then nobody does it and it doesn't get done.

Does anyone out there understand what the heck I'm rambling about??